I know he's happier where he is.
I know that he's in no more pain.
I know that life will always go on, no matter who is lost.
I know I will one day find it in me to love again.
But I cannot let go.
It's just so hard.
When the pain grips you inside, and the grief tears you apart.
It doesn't make sense to feel this way.
Why does he have such a hold on me in death?
It's so hard to understand.
How my heart can be destroyed for the love of one man.
He's gone forever, but I still cling on...
Although I know that all is lost.
He is no more and all hope is gone.
-Written at the beginning of 2004-
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