I just watched Pride and Prejudice. Oh. My. God.
Matthew Macfadyen Is SO HOT!!!!
*swoons*
Oh, and for those uninformed, he's the guy who played Mr. Darcy. But oh woe is me! He's married. Sigh.
Okay. I'm being ridiculous. But honestly.. DAMN! Vinder baby you were SO right. I love love love love love the guy!
So much for not being ridiculous. Muahahaha!
I know this is a sorry excuse of a post, but I'm not much in a writing mood right now so.... Will write when I actually feel like it!
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Saturday, February 25, 2006
Wednesday, February 15, 2006
V Day!
HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!
To all of you who have Valentines - LUCKY YOU.
To the rest of you (me included.. lol) - just be happy that you don't have to fork out big bucks today! [Save that for my birthday! *insert innocent, angelic face* Hehehe.]
I love you guys!!!
To all of you who have Valentines - LUCKY YOU.
To the rest of you (me included.. lol) - just be happy that you don't have to fork out big bucks today! [Save that for my birthday! *insert innocent, angelic face* Hehehe.]
I love you guys!!!
Sunday, February 12, 2006
The JETTY!
The (in)famous jetty! Doesn't it look awesome? And believe me, it's even better when you're there!
We took loads of *ahem* amazing pictures there (cam whores that we are).. But I have yet to receive them from Steph, so I'll only be able to put 'em up when I do.
Anyway, short one this time. Gotta go back to PJ.
Thursday, February 09, 2006
No!
It burns us, precious, it burns!
Oh lord. I can't think, I can't feel.. Or maybe it's just that I'm feeling too much. It's insane. I don't want to feel this way. I want it to stop.
Why did I let myself fall into this trap? I knew it would lead nowhere - I KNEW. But I still went ahead and did it. Now I'm stuck in a quagmire of "could have been"s. It isn't pleasant. No sirree.
Do you know the feeling of wanting to cry but never being able to? Of having only one thing on your mind all the damn day long? And worse - of wanting something you know you can never ever have, not in this lifetime, unless some change of fate and circumstance allows it.
Dammit. Why did I allow myself to get into this? Knowing the consequences. I'd do anything - ANYTHING to get back that chance... or even to create a new one. But I can't. It's out of my power - no longer my decision. And the decision was made.
So it was not meant to be. I should just swallow it up and face up to it. It's difficult. It's damned difficult.
To see him, just to hear his voice one more time.. Damn. I really would do anything. But now, it's too late.
He's gone.
Oh lord. I can't think, I can't feel.. Or maybe it's just that I'm feeling too much. It's insane. I don't want to feel this way. I want it to stop.
Why did I let myself fall into this trap? I knew it would lead nowhere - I KNEW. But I still went ahead and did it. Now I'm stuck in a quagmire of "could have been"s. It isn't pleasant. No sirree.
Do you know the feeling of wanting to cry but never being able to? Of having only one thing on your mind all the damn day long? And worse - of wanting something you know you can never ever have, not in this lifetime, unless some change of fate and circumstance allows it.
Dammit. Why did I allow myself to get into this? Knowing the consequences. I'd do anything - ANYTHING to get back that chance... or even to create a new one. But I can't. It's out of my power - no longer my decision. And the decision was made.
So it was not meant to be. I should just swallow it up and face up to it. It's difficult. It's damned difficult.
To see him, just to hear his voice one more time.. Damn. I really would do anything. But now, it's too late.
He's gone.
Sunday, February 05, 2006
Super Bowl!
Hm.. Tis an odd thing. I'm feeling strangely better today. Or maybe coz the world isn't as inside out as I thought....
AH! Yes. On Friday night, we had another bowling competition - uncles and aunts versus the cousins. We played two games - the first for supper (winners choose, losers pay), and for the second, the losers payed for the game. And guess WHAT, baby?? WE WON BOTH! Hahahaha! In the Pyramid lanes too! Bloody international lanes, baby! Who da man, eh, who da MAN! Haha.
LOL.
Okay, that paragraph was just plain weird. Anyhow, since we won and all, we chose to go to T.G.I Friday's. Haha. Yep.... we chose one of the most expensive places open at that hour ('bout 11 something p.m.). Poor souls had to spend almost RM 400 on our dinner. Haha. We were meanies - we ordered SOOOO much...
Anyway, we just had a replay (i.e., Saturday night). Two more games, same concept. Except that this time, we won the first, lost the second. But that's also because we became complacent when we were in the lead... Sigh. Oh well. At least we didn't have to pay for supper! (Which was in Lotus, PJ New Town).
All in all, the last two days have served to be a welcome distraction. Otherwise, I think too much about him and what could be and I start screwing myself up. But, God help me, he's hot!
MU vs Fulham's going on, and MU is currently 2 goals up in the 20th minute. Wooohooo! I shall stop now to go watch the rest of it. Buhbye darlings!
AH! Yes. On Friday night, we had another bowling competition - uncles and aunts versus the cousins. We played two games - the first for supper (winners choose, losers pay), and for the second, the losers payed for the game. And guess WHAT, baby?? WE WON BOTH! Hahahaha! In the Pyramid lanes too! Bloody international lanes, baby! Who da man, eh, who da MAN! Haha.
LOL.
Okay, that paragraph was just plain weird. Anyhow, since we won and all, we chose to go to T.G.I Friday's. Haha. Yep.... we chose one of the most expensive places open at that hour ('bout 11 something p.m.). Poor souls had to spend almost RM 400 on our dinner. Haha. We were meanies - we ordered SOOOO much...
Anyway, we just had a replay (i.e., Saturday night). Two more games, same concept. Except that this time, we won the first, lost the second. But that's also because we became complacent when we were in the lead... Sigh. Oh well. At least we didn't have to pay for supper! (Which was in Lotus, PJ New Town).
All in all, the last two days have served to be a welcome distraction. Otherwise, I think too much about him and what could be and I start screwing myself up. But, God help me, he's hot!
MU vs Fulham's going on, and MU is currently 2 goals up in the 20th minute. Wooohooo! I shall stop now to go watch the rest of it. Buhbye darlings!
Saturday, February 04, 2006
Melancholy Day
I can't think right now. It's like the world's gone upside down, inside out, whatever. I don't think I'll ever have the courage to trust my instincts again. At least not where I'm concerned.
Oh it's not like anything BAD has happened. Quite the contrary. At least, it's happened for the better. I should be grateful, really. It could be much worse.
Now before I start scaring you guys, I'm all right. I just need to wake up a little. It's been a rough couple of days. But I guess I'll get over it soon enough.
It's a tough thing to swallow, reality is. Maybe this'll help me get my head out of the clouds a little. They certainly aren't doing me any good, these clouds. I should stop dreaming. Concentrate on what's real in the world, not what's all made up in my head.
I wish I could think of a way to make myself feel better. But as usual I can't. So I'll just go exchange my vouchers for some booksies, and hope that'll take my mind off things. Yeah.
God, I should stop doing this to myself.
Oh it's not like anything BAD has happened. Quite the contrary. At least, it's happened for the better. I should be grateful, really. It could be much worse.
Now before I start scaring you guys, I'm all right. I just need to wake up a little. It's been a rough couple of days. But I guess I'll get over it soon enough.
It's a tough thing to swallow, reality is. Maybe this'll help me get my head out of the clouds a little. They certainly aren't doing me any good, these clouds. I should stop dreaming. Concentrate on what's real in the world, not what's all made up in my head.
I wish I could think of a way to make myself feel better. But as usual I can't. So I'll just go exchange my vouchers for some booksies, and hope that'll take my mind off things. Yeah.
God, I should stop doing this to myself.
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