I feel like writing today. Wheee! Writing's good. Very good. I like writing. Did you know that? Haha! I bet you did. You didn't? Well, now you know. Heehee. Oh. And I like P. Ramlee too. Ya huh!
Okay. Sorry about that. It's 2 a.m. and I'm a tad bit high. Methinks I've been watching too many romantic movies. They are not good for health. Mainly because the guys in romantic movies are waaaaaaaaay too good to be true. No WAY are they for real.
Seriously, I think the chances of finding a guy who's as thoughtful, sweet, gallant, chivalrous AND masculine as the "heroes" in these movies are... zero to none. Okay, maybe there ARE such men around... but boy, are they hard to come by! (And guys my age? HAH! Don't even DREAM! Lol!)
Sigh. I just realized something. My head is full of versions of how a guy should look and act that I'm afraid I want so much more than a regular guy can give. At least the guys I know now. Tis a sad state of affairs.
"I want a man not a boy who thinks he can" - Spice Girls, Too Much.
That line totally says it all. But - WHERE TO FIND?! Haha. Gah.. Maybe I should lower my expectations. But.. but.. Aih. I see one or two fellas that fit my physical description of the ideal guy (before you Insanely Sane girls go all "whoooo?!" on me, the guy ain't local) BUT of course, there are a 1001 other factors to take into consideration. Sigh. No fair.
And then there's this small matter of me liking someone who's WAAAY off the charts in the "ideal guy" department. As in off the charts in a bad way. He's everything I've always claimed to "not want" in a guy. Language, music, height (lol)... But yet... he's probably the one person who's caused me the most - for lack of a better word - heartache. How SAD is that? And the thing is, I know everyone is right. We're way too different. But still. ARGH!
Hm. Well, I shan't kid myself. My ideas are obviously totally screwed up. Otherwise why am I falling for OPPOSITES, eh? Tsk tsk. Ahhh. If only Mr. Dreamy wasn't all the way on the other side of the world... and I knew I could trust him. But such things... Not good to dwell on.
Aiks. Should've known that this entire post was going to be about guys again. Gah. I'm obsessed.
No I'm NOT!
Yes you ARE!
Okay. I shall take this debate offline. And um.. you guys draw your own conclusions. (Although I'm pretty damn sure you're gonna agree with Voice #2 :P)
Ta!
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AMEN SISTA!! AMEN AMEN AMEN AMEN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Hey cuz,
Opposites ATTRACT!!! Lol. That answers yer question why you fall for the total opposite? (You asked for it dear)
Anyway, yeah. I know how you feel. Heh. Oh well... This year's been pretty rough for you. Look forward to Christmas okay? Dang, I need to contact uncle Freddy bout that directing thingy. If so, I might pop up just behind Christmas aight? Cheers cuz. ;)
Jono.
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