And it goes on...

A lot of things have been the outcome of his death...

- Mark isn't important to me anymore.

- Anthony's is now seen as just a friend.

- All guys seem so unsophisticated and such wannabes next to him.

- I can't even work myself up over 3 gorgeous Danes and their even more gorgeous technician.

- Going online is an endless search for closure. Something to take my mind off him...

- Life holds no pleasure for me... I can't concentrate on anything.

- My results suffer because of my inability to put his death behind me.

Ooh boy. Magic cures, anyone?