Yo Yo

Is it possible to like someone a whole big lot, but completely detest him too? If it isn't, why do I feel like that whenever I think about this particular guy?

Like, given the chance, I'd smash his face in. BUT. When I see him, smashing his face in doesn't seem like the best idea. Or I vow to keep him at arms length, and 2 seconds later I'm cheerily replying a message as if everything is "oooh aah wonderful". And lord knows, I hate him for doing that to me.

But then again, it's not exactly his fault either. If I had enough common sense, I'd keep my distance. Politeness rules, but no more personal level business. Sigh. Easy to say, hard to do. Although, I kinda think given the right situation, I might be able to break out of this miserable hole I'm in.

Oh well. I'll just have to resign myself to the fact that unless I do something about it, I'm going to be played like a yo yo until I'm able to snap that damn string. Grrr.

Break, string, BREAK!