Sunday, August 07, 2005

Of Ones and Horses and Stupid Elaines...

I've been trying to figure out what it is I want to happen. A friend asked me that when he found out I liked "a guy". And I couldn't answer him. Because I don't know!

What makes this situation so unique is... HE'S asked me that question before! Although without knowing the implications la. Haha. I seriously don't know whether to laugh or cry at the position I've put myself in. It's so hilariously sad that everytime I think about it, my head spins.

Picture this. You talk to the one. About the one. And the one gives you advice about the one. Without knowing that the one is the one. Capisce? Ooooh boy. Congrats to me for being the most idiotic person that has ever walked this earth.

And I'm sticking my neck out here. Coz for all I know, No. 6 actually reads all this. Oops. Oh well. What to do. I think I'm past caring. But that doesn't necessarily mean I will tell him ANYTHING. Haha. Er. Yeah. I'm sad as well as a coward.

I don't know what to think anymore. One of my friends told me something he said yesterday. And I'm like, "what?!" Half the time I don't know whether the whole thing's made up or not. But I've gotten it right from the horses mouth regarding that particular stallions view on.. things. And well. Not promising. At least from my view la.

I can't stand to look or talk to him. But I can't stand not to either. It's lose-lose for me. ARGH. Sigh. I got myself into this, I gotta get myself out of it.

Gah. Wish me luck. As in good luck. Not the bad kind.

16 comments:

Ee May said...

"Picture this. You talk to the one. About the one. And the one gives you advice about the one. Without knowing that the one is the one."

If the one STILL hasn't figured out THIS one, then waah..i dunno lah!!!

Love ya elaine!

survivorfreak said...

I was thinking the same Ee May... Id the one does read this, wouldn't the one know that the one gave advice about the one and draw conclusions? I like the way you operate cuz, very subtle indeed! Dropping hints now eh? WAY TO GO!

Jules said...

Elaine, Elaine. It's such a pity you've forbade us to day his name here la... We could make life simpler for both of you idiots. HINT: Same class!!!!!!!!!!!!! Yish. If that doesn't get him thinking, just go up to him and KICK him. Should be easy, since he sits NEAR YOU.

I think Elaine's squeaking by now, so I'll stop. *hugs*

Ee May said...

"I like the way you operate cuz, very subtle indeed! Dropping hints now eh? WAY TO GO!"

hahaha!!!!!! That was funny!

Jules...YOU had better watch out. Elaine, if you need MY help dropping hints on JU LI'S one, i would so LOVE to!!!!

In fact, i can start tomorrow!!!!

Ju Li, you know my favourite line!

" CHOOSE JU LI. SHE'S YOUR SOULMATE!!!"

Jules said...

EE MAY!!!! Don't you DARE do it... Or else.

wild orchid said...

LOL! You guys... Ee May - do it to Jules, fine.

Just don't do it to me! Please! Coz I think I've revealed WAAAAY too much for comfort.

LMAO!

survivorfreak said...

Haha, thanks ee may. Ummm, I'm free the month of october. I shall help you cuz.... Oh the one... Pick Elaine, Pick Elaine!

Hahaha... I am evil am I not? By the way, it stinks that I can't get your pebbles picture to work. Insanely sane MUST see the pebbles picture.

Jules said...

Pebbles picture? If it's anything worth blackmailing Elaine with... I'm game!

Mwahahahahahahahahahahah.

Sorry, girl. This is what getting up early does to me.

By the way, where's 'bored to death'? It was so much fun reading ee may and survivorfreak debate.

survivorfreak said...

Hahaha, thanks Julez. Umm, email? I could always forward y'know... ;)

Meh, I too woder where bored to death has gone to.

Ee May said...

Maybe he was too BORED to death.

Ee May said...

Maybe he was too BORED to death.

Anonymous said...

been busy with work. not much free time available.

survivorfreak said...

Oh... He's back eh? Let the debate resume!!!

Jules said...

Welcome back, bored to death. We missed you.

You DO have a name, don't you? Or is that classified information too important to tell us poor mortals? Hehe.

Ee May said...

Bored to death, you ACTUALLY have OTHER things in life to do????

Man, i'm so proud of you!!!

*SNiffs*!

Jules said...

Gosh, Ee May *drowns in onslaught of sarcasm*