La dee da. I love Lucie Silvas! I don't think I've found a song with lyrics I can relate to as much as I relate to "What You're Made Of". Isn't that sad? I mean, a happy song would be something to be proud of, now wouldn't it? Sigh. What I talking ah? Someone explain to me. Coz I also not understand. Hehe.
Someone asked me that day if I'm willing to wait "with" [I'm still trying to figure this out...] him. As in, the guy I'm being a complete dumbo over. I took it as "for" him, though. And I guess I am. But hm... I would really like to know what it is I'm waiting FOR.
I wonder how long I can cope with being kept in the dark like that. Not knowing what he's thinking or feeling... For goodness sake, he KNOWS what it's like! Not like he isn't going through almost the same thing himself. Bloody great triangle I've gone and gotten myself into. Why why why why why...
I am being an idiot about all this, aren't I? Is forgetting him the way to go? I mean, is it worth all the waiting when I have no clue why I SHOULD wait. I do like him, but as the song says, "no matter what I sacrifice it's still never enough.."
Aikaikaiks. This requires a lot of rational thought. Something which I am doggoned lousy at. Anyway. I shall wait. For the time being. Or maybe until I find someone who likes me as much as I like him. Sigh.
If only it were that simple.
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I have no idea what yer saying... But, wait it out. While waiting you may have questions, btu, when you reach the point you stop waiting, you will feel good. Trust me. Now am I getting too deep? >_<
Like I said, tell him to go stick his head in the mud. If he's not man enough to approach you, he's not worth your time.
AMEN SISTA!! AMEN AMEN AMEN AMEN!!!!!!
Why don't u tell me u love Lucie??.. Or else i might take u to her showcase last June.. I have two extra tix that nite..hmm, maybe next time..
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