I cannot do this anymore.
But how do I stop?
I can't face him.
Sometimes I don't even want to.
But doing that just tears me up inside.
I hate having to ignore him.
But I feel like I have no choice.
I can't be friends with him.
Not with so much hanging between us.
It isn't my fault.
Isn't exactly his either.
Or maybe we're both to blame.
I should never have said anything.
And he should have told me the truth.
What is rejection but a temporary thing?
One can recover from rejection.
But what is the cure for uncertainty?
Nothing but the truth.
I know it's hard to speak your mind.
To tell someone that you don't care about them,
as much as they do about you.
But telling them would be the best thing for them
And you, too.
So, speak your mind, boy.
Don't be afraid of hurting me.
You've done that already.
One more time won't make much difference.
You may never love me.
And maybe I don't love you.
But for now I'd like to know what you're really thinking.
Just so I can end this feeling of hanging by a thread.
Just so I can look at you again.
I can get over you - but you have to help me.
Crush my hopes, just once.
That's all you have to do.
Then maybe - finally - I'll be free of you.
Is this what you wanted to read, Ju? :) Sorry. I'm depressed.
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7 comments:
Stupid spam. Anyway.
Don't even waste your time on the guy. If he's not man enough to even approach you without relying on his fan club to do his dirty work, good riddance to bad rubbish. You deserve better.
I used to think like you before I met people like Chris and other guys who're not afraid of voicing out their opinions.
Bid the fella goodbye, girl.
does anybody know how the story really goes
or do we all just hum along
is this what life and love is all about
i think i think so
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oh hells you KNOW what i'm going to say next don't you
Aww, cuz, don't let this bring you down. By the way, Dusty says that he is there if you ever need him. ;)
Well, getting back to the post. SIgh, take your time to get over him. It may hurt, but you'll get out of it eventually. Hang in there, okay? As per CB: Heads up and stay strong!
Yer not gonna let this overwhelm ya!
Jules - Bit hard if there ain't any Chris's in apparent sight, isn't it?
Adam - Erm.. No I don't, actually :P
Jon - Thanks, cuz. Um.. you told Dusty???
CRIPES
i'm going to say to not let it bugger your mood up so much.
figure out what you want to do to solve this and do it.
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