I can't think right now. It's like the world's gone upside down, inside out, whatever. I don't think I'll ever have the courage to trust my instincts again. At least not where I'm concerned.
Oh it's not like anything BAD has happened. Quite the contrary. At least, it's happened for the better. I should be grateful, really. It could be much worse.
Now before I start scaring you guys, I'm all right. I just need to wake up a little. It's been a rough couple of days. But I guess I'll get over it soon enough.
It's a tough thing to swallow, reality is. Maybe this'll help me get my head out of the clouds a little. They certainly aren't doing me any good, these clouds. I should stop dreaming. Concentrate on what's real in the world, not what's all made up in my head.
I wish I could think of a way to make myself feel better. But as usual I can't. So I'll just go exchange my vouchers for some booksies, and hope that'll take my mind off things. Yeah.
God, I should stop doing this to myself.
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wei.. apa terjadi? you seemed ok when i spoke to you on the phone..? hmm. maybe not, come to think of it. Cis. Guess i was too selfabsorbed in my useless tangled lovelife (or the lack of it) rantings to actually listen.
Damn i feel awful. Sorry girl..
:(
Nah.. don't worry about it. I'm just being my usual over-dramatic self. I love you, though, girl! And no. You're in a waaaaay worse situation than me so you're excused ;)
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