*screeches* Tomorrow... Tomorrow... I love ya... Tomorrow... You're only a day aaaawaaaayyyy!!!!!
AAAAAARRRRRRGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!
*sniffles*
Tomorrow's D-Day. Can't believe it's finally here. A part of me can't wait to know yet another part doesn't wanna find out. Torture, I tell you! But I know there's nothing I can do to change it now. Whatever happens, it is solely my responsibility - I don't do well, it's because I didn't put in the effort. No two ways about it. Heck, if I don't do well, I'll just take it as a lesson and start studying for my STPM. Like, immediately. Tomorrow. Yeah.
It'll be a lot easier, though, if less people expect me to do well. Oh yeah, they say "Don't worry laa.. you'll do well one! Sure do well!" I'm like, "Um....." What happens if I DON'T? I know I shouldn't worry about what other people think, but lemme tell you, it gets to me every time. Heck, I have my pride! (A bit too much of it sometimes... lol)
Being perceived to be a "good student" can be something of a curse when it comes to stuff like this. I could get, say, 4 As. And be dragged over coals for it. Someone else might get 4 As and praised to high heavens. Pah. Okay okay, I realize it's all got to do with living up to potential... But ARGH! Way to stress people out! Sigh.
When it comes down to it, though, I just have to accept whatever comes. You reap what you sow, as the saying goes, and I'm not convinced I sowed enough to get me the results people think I should get. I guess that remains to be seen... All I'm confident of is that I'm going to be a 100 bucks richer (from Vemal) and in line for a free dinner (from Kevin). Thanks for believing in me guys!! *grins wickedly*
Wish me luck, y'all! Or better still... Pray super hard for me!
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My sentiments exactly. Sigh. At least we'll both benefit from it. My sis is taking me out for dinner - regardless of what I get! =) Oh well.... All the best girl!
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