Wake Me Up!

I'm floating. Okay.. It MAY just be the cough mixture, but still.. Sigh. (Oh for the record, I absolutely DETEST cough mixtures. EUGH!!! *pukes*)

I feel like I've been knocked on the head with those big bat things you see in Tom and Jerry cartoons. The kind that make you have birds flying round and round your head and your tongue stick out. I've been in such a daze lately it's freaky.

What's happening to me? My heart just suddenly speeds up, and big, silly grins cross my face, making me look like a weirded out clown. Not that I don't normally already look like one, but still...

"Late at night I toss and I turn and I dream of what I need". Hah! Prophetic indeed.

Reading doesn't help. (Maybe because all the books I have left to read are romance-based ones :S) Jumping around to Footloose and other random songs doesn't seem to work either. It just makes me wonder what it'd be like to jump around with... company.

Oh. AND it actually makes it worse that Holding Out For A Hero is on my favourite compilation. Hm... Maybe I should take it off repeat.

Oh I know I know. I'm doing this to myself. Well. Sort of. I guess. I make about as much sense as a two year old trying to read Shakespeare huh. Oh well.

I just wish I didn't have such an active and God help me, vivid, imagination. It really screws up my life. Oh, it HAS helped me get damn good grades in English, but other than that... Sigh Sigh and Sigh again.

Tis sad. I need a life. A life other than .. you know. The "life" I want right now. Whatever that means.

If I'm being a confusing prick again, forgive me. I'm probably just as confused as you are.

Oh watch Hitz.TV's Blast Off 2 if you're a Malaysian with Astro. It's good for a few laughs :D

I miss my baby. :(