I've Found Him! :D

Hey people.. I found this list when I was reading through one of my old diaries.. From last year, to be exact. This is the diary entry for 2nd November 2005:

Things I Want In/Of A Guy

1. Someone who loves me just as I am.
2. Someone who thinks about me as often as I think about him.
3. Someone who'll note my slightest wish or dream, and try to make it reality. (Ever watch "A Walk To Remember"?)
4. Someone whom I can be 100% my klutzy, clumsy self in front of, and he won't get turned off.
5. Someone I can eat sloppily in front of, and he'll just laugh about it in amusement.
6. Someone who's attuned to my every mood.
7. Someone who's concerned about me if I'm sick, and comes over to check on me.
8. Someone who offers to carry my books.
9. Someone who'll hold open doors, and pull out chairs for me.
10. Someone who'll defend me - even to his friends.
11. Someone who'll hold me when I'm down.
12. Someone who'll wipe away my tears.
13. Someone who would hate to do anything that would make me cry.
14. Someone who would consider me his number 1 priority.
15. Someone who'll make time for me when he knows I want to spend time with him.
16. Someone who'll WANT to spend time with me!
17. Someone who isn't afraid to tell me how he feels.
18. Someone who thinks I deserve to hear it.
19. Someone who's willing to share his life with me.
20. Someone who's able to list out the things he likes about me.
21. Someone who's willing to do his share of the work.
22. Someone who loves me as much as I love him.
23. Someone who thinks I'm special.
24. Someone who treats me like I am.
25. Someone who's willing to sacrifcie for me.
26. Someone who's willing to allow me to love him.
27. Someone who remembers the things I do or don't like.
28. Someone who actually takes the trouble to find out.
29. Someone who's honest with me about how he feels, no matter how "shy" he is.
30. Someone who loves me for me. That's really all I'm asking for.

Needless to say, I was probably in a really emo mood when I wrote that one. Lol. And I realise that it's an absolute whopper of a list for ANYONE to fulfill.

But guess what, folks? I've actually found someone who does. Every single one of those things, bar the few that aren't possible due to certain circumstances. But I know if he could, he would be all of the above and more!

Maybe having standards was a good thing after all - I've managed to find perfection just one year on! :) The funny thing is, I'd forgotten I even wrote that list! But when I met him, it was like, WHAM! I completely fell for him without even realising how or why! Now I know. He's everything I've ever dreamed of and more.

And God help me, I am completely and hopelessly in love with him - with everything that he is, and everything that I just know he could be.

I love him. I do.