Stuff. for S.

Another random one tonight.

I don't know why I've been like this lately. So caught up in a world of my own. Sometimes I feel like an outsider, looking in on my life and wondering, "Who IS that girl?"! I've changed so much, withdrawn deeper into myself... I'm not letting anybody get close anymore and that scares me, if only just a little.

Although.. I think I know of someone who's been able to make me feel again. But the problem with this is, I'm feeling the NEGATIVE as well as positive reactions. The hurt, the vulnerability - all of it. But that doesn't mean that I'm not capable of love.

When do we find love anyway? Or does love find us? Is it wise to set boundaries on what we count as partner material or not? Is it wise to choose a partener solely on his absolutely briliant?

I don't know. But it certainly is possible. What IS love anyway?

I think what I'm feeling is. And it's an absolutely raptourous thought that I get to see him everyday.

Anyway I think I'll end here. I'm becoming pretty incoherent now so.. yeah. = I'll quit before I write morne nonsesnse!

Good night, y'all!
Goodnight all!