Um. I Cannot Think Of A Title. Hehe.

David's leaving to go for his driving trial. His test's next week. Wooohoo! I can't wait for him to get his license.. so that I won't have to drive him around anymore. He can drive me! *dances 'round room gleefully*

There are days when I wish time would pass more slowly, that I will actually have the time to savour these last few days of my er, childhood, so to speak. I don't know why, but I've always associated "20" with enormous responsibility... an age where excuses dry up, and you really have to take credit or blame for any action. That scares me. But I suppose it's inevitable. The smart thing to do right now would be to face up to it, instead of running and hiding under the bed.

Other days, however, I want time to speed up! I want this year to be over, so I can work and save. If only I could earn enough in 3 months to go where I want to go, I'd work day and night to accomplish it! But unfortunately for me.. I don't only have finances to take into consideration. And believe me, it's easier to get a Visa to Israel than to get permission from my dad to let me go where I want to. Sigh. But I'm gonna try anyway!

Resolve is such a.. motivating thing. Lol. But in my case, I have a lot more than "I want" pushing me. This case is more of an "I NEED". Which makes it even stronger. The motivation, I mean.

I s'pose I might be looking too far ahead. I should take it one day at a time, and see how this goes. It's hard though. Because all I can seem to think about is where this'll lead. I know where I WANT it to go. But you never really know with life, do you?

Positiveness, Elaine! That is the key!

Now if only I can remember that...