I REALLY Should Get Out Of Fantasyland...

It's been ages since I wrote any random love stuff. All my ramblings about "the guy" are NOT counted. Coz I always seem to ramble about some guy or other. Which is pretty pathetic if you asked me. And Ju. Who would agree to my name being in the same sentence as the word "pathetic" immediately. With additional words like "sad case" and "lost cause" thrown in for good measure.

Okay.. so I didn't exactly write this (got it off the Bulletin Board, actually.. *grins sheepishly*) but I like it, so I'll post it. Hooray for plagiarism!

I dream about a guy...

• Who can wrestle with me and let me win
• Whom I can talk to about anything
• Who laughs at my jokes
• Who puts my cold hands in his warm hoodie pockets
• Who lets me use his sweatshirtfor a pillow
• Who says "I Love You" & means it
• Who will kiss me in the rain, in the sunshine, and in the snow
• Who calls unexpectedly
• Who will have many inside jokes with me and remember each one
• Who notices haircuts (or any change in hairstyle, colour.. for that matter)
• Who realizes that I say things but dont always mean them
• Whom I can go swimming with on hot days
• Who can tell me his problems and let me help
• Who will listen to me talk
• Who will let me beat him up when I get angry
• Who writes love letters to me
• Who draws me pictures
• Who saves his genuine, big smiles for me
• With deep eyes, that can see through faces into depths
• Who wears baseball hats and lets me wear his too
• Who gives me his t-shirt to change into and not expect to get it back
• Who knows my favorite color, song, car, vegetable, perfume, movie...
• Who will shake my dads hand and look my mom in the eye
• Who knows my full name--first, middle and last
• Who will know something is wrong even when I'm trying my best to put on an act
• Who will kiss me and tell me I'm cute
• Who will let me cry to him
• Who will hold me & kiss my cheek
• Who suprises me and compliments me and plays with my hair
• Who will brag about me to all of his friends
• Who's not afraid to give me a great big hug right in front of his mom
• Who isn't afraid to hold me in front of his friends and not get embarassed
• Who smells like he just stepped out of the shower
• Who tells me I have a nice laugh and a smile that lights up the room and will simply be mine to hold.

Hold up. I think ALL girls would like a guy like this. Pity they're a rare breed. Hehe. (This is my version of de-stressing so... bear with me.)

PS: A friend said this a few days back, and it really got to me.

"To love or not to love.. that's NOT a question."

That was in response to my use of the same quote but in the "that is the question" context. Sigh. He's right. I've become too cynical in my old age. *groans*