Sigh.

I am back!!! I was feeling really down today, but now I'm feeling so much better. So so so much better. I also dunno why. And my standard of English is slowly deteriorating. Whoopee.

School has been enormously weird these past few days. I don't know if I can take anymore. My feelings fluctuate up and down and up and down... And then I see him with another girl and it all just feels so wrong. When that happens, I just don't feel like doing anything. All I can do is sit there and stare into space, and try to figure out what the matter is with me.

So... how does one get rid of a problem that is constantly staring in one's face? The problem with him is, he's always THERE. My other crushes were always seen on a "once in awhile" basis. Seeing him everyday isn't exactly the best thing that could happen to me. While I'm in this position, that is.

Okay short one today. Don't have much time. Um... I realize I broke my own rule, so y'all have permission to screw me over okay? Ta!