Kidsies

I am bored. I love the holidays, don't get me wrong. But I'm bored. And you know something? A week really is waaaaaaay too short. Especially if there are public holidays thrown in. Coz you really DON'T feel like going out on those days. Unless of course you love being in gigantic crowds, where you can't breathe, let alone move...

Sigh. Sometimes I think I'm a masochist. But I really can't help it! It's scary how much he means to me. I'm just not willing to give it up until I'm 100% sure that there's no chance at all.

Okay.. on to less depressing stuff. The Sunday School year is almost over. *sobs* I'm dreading it.. I've really come to love those kids a whole lot. They're great.. and at that age, so lovable! Coz you get to see the transformation from timid little pre-schoolers to a little more mature, "know-it-all" 7-year-olds! Once they're 8, that endearing innocence is lost... Sigh. How do teachers do it? I wish I could be there, watching them grow up. But I can't so.. oh well.

It's so weird.. I can't believe I'm old enough to be called "teacher"! Sometimes it doesn't really register.. "Teacher Elaine". HAHA. God.. And last Sunday, at Mass, one of the kids spotted me, and was like, "Teacher, come sit here!" Well, how not to go, right? So I had to sit with her and her sister throughout the Mass.... and their guardians were looking at me funny. Haha. I was flattered.. but seriously damn uncomfortable :P

I love kids.. I really do. I can picture myself working with them 24/7. There's nothing more fulfilling than watching them grow and learn and know that you had something to do with the way they've turned out. A positive impact. If they just learned one good thing, it would be more than satisfactory.

Wheee. Maybe I should forget dentistry and go join I Yin's staff. Lol.